This day was too stressful.
Family problem, friend problem, tumblr problem, all problems! All in one day!
I wanted to cry and just slip away into the wonderland of my dreams. But I want to be strong! Life is not always happy and fun, there are times when I have to stretch myself and be patient more than I’m accustomed to. I just really wanted to cry and breakdown.
But then I realized who I am. I am a woman of God, made in His image and likeness. I am the daughter of God, loved and cared for.
So I prayed..
Lord, let your joy remain in me though there are so many sufferings in my life. May I focus on you and not on my situations, knowing that these things are being done so that you may be glorified.
In my mind, I was thinking,
Protect me and my actions, so that I may handle people in the best way possible. With love and compassion, eager to hear and take note.
Then I decided to forgive everyone who hurt me this day. I couldn’t live and sleep the night off having so much hatred and tampo in my heart. I knew I needed to let go.
I found grace in the midst of suffering. Grace to forgive, grace to move on, and now, grace to sleep peacefully.
Goodnight guys. :)